WE call it active disinterest. the act of not caring but yet appearing to do so. aru puts it best: "after treating us like shit, they still expect us to fight atec for them? they can suck my cock!" the SAF is like one huge stage. everything is rehearsed and orchestrated to perfection in order to put up a good impressive show for onlookers. and we are but puppets strung along to help those high level officers get their promotions. and it seems that all our weekends are burnt and there's no chance of clearing our off. sometimes i wonder if it's wise to argue back or just pretend to listen. we call it active disinterest.

oh yeah zerodross i heard part of the cat power song. it's real cool. i once watched this interview clip with cat power in which they took her to sing karaoke. she really has the ability to make every song she sings cat power-ish. who knew she could do trip hop too?

i love those mp3 blogs (see stereogum; fluxblog)where you can download free mp3s from indie bands. i got a cover of britney's toxic that rocks. and funky christmas songs by death cab for cutie and the walkmen. also realised that the guns-n-roses/creed wannabe song 'i don't want to be' by that gavin guy which has been playing on radio is the theme song of one tree hill. after watching one episode of one tree hill last week i realised that it's like the lesser cousin of the o.c. cuz there are two half brothers in school, bgr and parental problems and a dash of teenage pregnancy.

saturday night on orchard was really chock full of people. there was just no escaping from them. the singapore river scene was a much welcome respite. and we lost the last chance to take the bumboat ride, and i swear, you people will never get to take the bumboat ride again with the same people in your lives.

my men are damn fashionable. one guy bought g star jeans and another wants expensive wallets. meanwhile, the biggest news this week was that two plots of land are going on sale at orchard, which can only mean that there will be more places to hang out at. the next night i had a weird dream about shopping at that new mall and trying on weird shoes and there were elephants walking down the street...