11.05.2004

yes gabriel i really did buy "welcome to sunny florida". i only wish there were more songs in the dvd. i always wondered why the title was so weird until i watched it and found out that it was raining heavily the day of the concert so the title's probably ironic. there are the old songs like crucify and precious things and newer ones. sometimes i connect with her a lot but sometimes i just find her wailing idiosyncratic and excessive. i can understand why some people are turned off by her. but the audience in the concert was like a cult worshipping her as a goddess. there are actually people who went to 90 of her shows. i hope to see her live within the next few years.
i've been watching the johor dvds for the past two weeks. i'm 2/3 through six feet under season 1. i just went to the website and found out that they're already in the fourth season. hubba hubba. it's pretty funny and interesting- every episode starts off with a person dying in the craziest shit way possible. for example, this guy went into a dough mixer and the switch gets turned on and so he got chopped into many bits n pieces. my copy of 'lock stock & 2 smoking barrels' doesn't play well at all though.

i have a break from this wednesday to next next sun. dunno what i'm going to do, considering i'm not going to KL with the other guys cuz of my driving test. which i'm so sure i'm going to flunk. i feel like a failure sometimes. so far i've spent about $1800 on practical and some more on the initial fee and the test.
so anyway i'm expecting to be bored to tears the next week.

the raining season is great. it never fails to rain during training.


seriously. i really thought the odds were against him.