yay! i managed to book a driving practical later this afternoon! hurray for me
brunei is next next week and i still have stuff to buy from beach road. dunno where my number lock is. i went for a horrible range conducted by another coy on thurs. the specs say they get treated like dogs. the csm fall the specs in and tell us to pick up empty catridges and let the men sit down. the pc scream at us for no reason. but good thing is it was at mandai. mandai range's the best. the toilet's so clean i dared to shit there. but the canteen closes very early.

i'm supposed to be in charge of cleaning the vehicle shed. it's shitty, literally. the birds defecate all over every day. i got advance pay today. must not spend it unneccessarily on more cds. the other day i went to borders and they had the shins. decided not to buy after all. my friend aru bought the courtney love cd. haha. she's a real stuntman.

every time i think i dislike somebody in camp they redeem themselves partially so i don't dislike them so much. my ps thinks i'm not doing my job properly. we had another confrontation recently. fuck man. he makes me so depressed. he talks a lot of crap. and asks us how to improve the situation. i want to tell him that i don't care anymore. seriously ns is not for me. god knows why people want to sign on to get fucked. i really hope life is different outside.

i got my new spectacles today and i shall only wear it when i go out. it looks er i dunno, weird. i miss talking to old faces a lot. out of 99 mesages in my inbox only 4 are from a female. that's cheow.

i don't usually like wittier-than-thou quotes but i like this one
t.s. eliot -
We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time