another saturday night, another sunday morning. zero 7's in the waiting line plays. i think it's absolutely unproductive that i stay in front of the computer for hours every weekend. i'm not even learning how to do graphic work. i did wake up on wednesday with a new found zest, the kind that makes you wanna go do whatever you want. i did the equivalent of a boyband promotional blitz- 1. bbdc to sign up 2. nus to have lunch with jack and to do anatomy 3. spotlight to check out fabric paints 4. cold mountain-- it's a romantic comedy 5. back to camp
but now the whole schedule's off track cuz i forgot to bring the driving lesson attendance book to camp. worse, i've fallen sick again. march's training programme is terrifying.

i forget guitar chords one day after i learn them.

i also uploaded new lomographs. they're on 400 film. is that the reason why they look lacklustre? some of them were taken on the walk from havelock road to south bridge road along the river. i'm so lousy i couldn't find any interesting subject.

to do list for the coming weeks
! find a shop that does cross processing. i figure that's the only way to get shocking colours for photos.
! do my shirt. it's gonna say 'muchomistrust' and features a print of debbie harry. if everything works out.
! study final theory. book practical.
! get my hands on illustrator



why can't we have buildings like these in singapore. it's time to admit it: i'm crazy over architecture. i love to see little models and computer renderings. if i could choose to go back in time, i would do better preparation for my ura interview. i kinda screwed that up. and they were actually impressed by my essay.
it didn't help that i had no portfolio to show. you'd say 'follow your heart' but i don't think i'd give up the chance to study overseas just to do archi in nus. i'm hoping this decision does not make me regret my whole life.

the following topics have been banned from this blog: shopping, clubbing and depression. it's about time to be more introspective..