i just saw luke's photos with mel and kim and grace and other rj people. it looked like a hell lot of fun. my weekends are getting really routine. if i'm not staying at home i'd be outside spending mullah. i read the news about the guy who offered to be eaten.. it takes all kinds.. there's actually a cannibal community gasp.. more horrific than tonight's fear factor grossed out special.. i wasn't turned off by the pig blood mygosh i should have taken medicine.. my stomach feels funny.. it's pizza hut+vodka+kahlua+milk+ribena i'm sorry guys for forgetting to bring the bailey's and not wanting to go for the law thing. i'm really looking forward to christmas where everyone can meet up again. i am reading the minotaur takes a cigarette break but it's rather slow moving. i also accidentally exposed my lomo film during dinner.. i'm a failed photographer.. i'm looking for free hosting for pictures besides yahoo and snapfish. i'm thinking of ways to learn new skills. perhaps learn about money management so i won't have to get a financial planner next time.. added kim's blog it's fabulous.. lotsa aerial shots of new york city i've gotta watch monster's ball before i have to return the dvd.. i am as usual going through the blogs one by one.. my porn star name is hands diamond.. i am working myself into some semistate of depression.. there is no direction in life! nothing to work for. i am truly lost unto this world.